My steadily increasing apathy is beginning to scare me. It's as though two halves of me are battling it out for control of my actions: responsible good student girl vs. indifferent slacker girl. Both have their upsides, don't get me wrong. It's not as though I'm entirely on the side of one or the other. But still, it would be nice to go to school once in a while and be scholastically proud of myself. It's just that I can't seem to drag myself there. Indifferent slacker girl will not go willingly.